It was horrible....it sucked huge!!! About two weeks into the month I had a miscarriage. I thought that I was possibly pregnant (I was 14 days late) so I was very hopeful, then my world came crashing down in to a world of pain and sadness. My body keeps betraying me in the worst ways. Now I am uber anemic, making me soooo tired I fall asleep at the worst moments; driving, working, talking.... I get out of breath just walking up the stairs at my house and don't even think you will be seeing me run anywhere. I am now walking on my breaks and taking vitamins to boost my body.
There is one little light at the end of this tunnel, now that I've had a miscarriage we know that getting pregnant is a possibility. Although I've practically given up my dream of having a beautiful little girl of my own. I never thought I would feel like this about anything. I feel like a whinny little weakling. Hopefully things will change soon before I lose my mind.
Right now I am focusing on my little family and what I do have in my life. I have an awesome husband who will drop anything to help me and he will even go to the craft store with me! How wonderful is that! I have an amazing little boy who just surprises me at every turn. He reads like a maniac and does math in his head like a little computer! I have my furry babies too! And I almost stole my neighbors little two month old Chihuaha the other day...heck if they are going to let the little thing roam the neighborhood they don't deserve to have him!
Anyways!!!! Look to the future!
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